I'm only 18 but I think that I'm into some really weird stuff. I'm not ashamed of any of it, but it's still embarrassing to ask by boyfriend for it. For example, I really like to pee in the tub and just lay in it while I touch myself. I fantasize about it being someone else's pee but I'm too shy to ask for it in person. Is there someone I can be open about my desires with here?